Resolutions

I don't usually make resolutions because I am one of those people that don't stick to them. But in an ideal world of mine, these would be my aims:

I am extremely pessimistic and am not ashamed in telling you I suffer from depression. Well, I actually think of myself as on the road to recovery because I have been coping without my anti-depressents for 6 months, but with all roads there are speed bumps and the ride isn't smooth. I have bad days still, but I feel a lot more content with my life, so my main resolution is to stop looking for happiness and carry on taking one day at a time.

I say this every year and it never happens, but I really need to stop yo-yo dieting and get to a healthy weight and stay there. Am I the only one that likes extra cheese with my mac and cheese?

 I need to stop looking for love, or waiting for it to happen. I have actually got used to being on my own now, and I know I am only 20 and I have my whole life ahead, but jesus, it's going too fast and this panics me because I am running out of time. I'm not looking for pity, I have a cat.

This one is easy. GO. I will go to New York this summer if it kills me, with a friend or alone, either way I am going to get to the top of that building they call the Empire State.

Eat candy corn while I am in New York, because I never tried it when I went to SF.

I want to get a 2.1 in my degree. Right now I am not feeling that optimistic about my career, it is one big struggle and if I carry on watching programs about witches, I will fail. Ooops.